Copypasta.

Because using the word déjà vu is clichéd now. Never thought something as absurd would happen to myself. Again. Though it hasn't, it's surely building up to that.

Like always, it starts with a girl. There's always a girl. There was and now there is again. Randomly and out of nowhere gets 'close'? Done that. The girl confiding with me about everything? Check. Comes from a rich family? This is getting freaky. Overprotective mom? Coincidence, hopefully. Late night hours long phone calls? Everybody does that... right? Willing to risk so much just to see me? *gulps* And finally, this was the part that says "You're in a horror movie! Fate wants you dead for the things you have done ASAP!":

The exact same cellphone.

Well that didn't turn out to be as dramatic as I hoped it would.

I'm going tweak the story this time and we'll see how things would turn out.

And no. I would not have sex this time around. Ugh, regret is nothing but a dull blade that stabs you multiple times while oddly having a mouth that is unceasingly laughing hysterically at your face-palmed self.

*Sigh*

I'm done.
Afan.

Road Trip.

Took the car and drove. And drove. And drove. And drove. Without a destination. Without a purpose. A literal getaway. I needed one. Malaysian highway; palm oil trees, rubber trees, forests, etceteras, all way long. It was bland but it helped cleared the mind. A psuedo-hypnotic therapy. Volume of the radio constantly changed if the songs were apt.

Didn't stop, didn't rest, didn't slow down.

A sexy voice belonging to a women snapped me out of my weird but calm, zen-like state. "Warning. Insufficient fuel. Please proceed to the nearest gas station." She repeated herself 3 times before I pushed the 'OK' button.

The screen of the GPS indicates I was somewhere in a place called Skudai. To be honest I don't know where that is until I googled it. "I'm in Johor?"

Tank and stomach refilled. Next stop: A beach. Yes a, anywhere would do. Entered the euphoric state once more. But not a full one. Needed to keep an eye on the signboard.

Port Dickson. *Sigh* It'll do. The sunset was great though. Enjoy- well at least tried to enjoy every second.

Realized I didn't miss anyone. Good thing? Absolutely.

All and all, it was superb. Extemporaneous. I should do it more often. Everyone should.

I'm done.
Afan.